Aura.. ? Ibu ibu.. ceh.

Lately, petang2 selalu tido dengan anak kucing 2 ekor yg selalu masuk bilik.. tgh study, tgk dorang dah tidur bawah meja study.. angkat dua2 ekor tido sekali tas katil.. bla sekor tejaga, puk2 belakang dia sampai dia tetido balik..

 

tetiba rasa mcm baby sendiri lak..

comelnyelahai~

 

 

Simple.. Just Forgive.

How you control your anger?

Beat them? yell at them? cry? or maybe, some harsh words out then you feel relieve?

Well, Alhamdulillah, so far, my anger management is quite cool.. ceh !

When I was teenager back there, around 13-17, my anger management is so so so damn bad. I used to yell at people who mess with me, fight them, give some kiss form my fiest at them, hoooo ganas gila kot.. YES, my teenager year are so full of emotions. small things I take it as big things. That's my problem.

But.. but..

Alhamdulillah, I manage my anger management when I was expose in animal world. Dealing with animals slowly change me to be someone that can control my anger, control my emotions, control everythings.

Well, my mom once told me that she was really damn worried at me. I used to fight with my little sister when we was little. I always pick a fight with her. When my sister cry and told my mom, and surely I got punishment, then, well, my anger level will be more increasing. ahah ! Mom always worried at us. When will I be a good sister to my younger sister.

Slowly, my mom said, I changed. I became more happy, always laugh, talkative, positive and now my problem is... I don't know how to be angry. Last sem, I was very angry with my group assignment, but I don't know how to let the anger go, I was just crying. Then I call my mom ask her how to let my anger go. Guess what... My mom bebel panjang, marah sebab dia cakap time kena marah betul, xreti marah lak.. hahaha..

For me, Alhamdulillah lah sekarang dah bleh kawal kemarahan, emotional.. Tapi kan sekarang ni, disebabkan I was always be a cheerful, happy smiley person, so bila kekdg tu duk diam xcakap dengan member, japg mulalah diorg akan takut, diorg cakap aku tgh marah.. padahal aku tengah in peace. ceh. Tu yang kekadang geram.. Ni semua sebab diorg xpenah tgk aku marah betul2.. haaaa klu aku marah betul2, komfirm korang takut nak tegur aku dah.. but don't worry.. its never happen. :)

Satu lagi, Alhamdulillah, sekarang ni aku cepat 0-0 dengan member.. klu mcm dlu, klu member cari pasal, pehh mmg aku malas nak tegur dah, kira mcm u r not my friend anymore.. tapi Alhamdulillah, now, kalau aku marah mcmna pun dengan orang tu, aku direct terus bgtaw ckp 'aku terasa dengan ko td'... then, blablabla, dah lepas semuanya, ok we are friend.. hal yang lepas terus aku malas nak piker, maafkan je.. InshaAllah hati kau tenang.. xde la, nak sakit hati bila Nampak orang tu..

Serius, cuba tanamkan dalam hati tu sifat maafkan kawan2, maafkan orang yang suka cari pasal dengan kita.. Betul tenang..  Senang ja nak maafkan orang. Xsusah pun. N always husnuzon. Trust me.

 

SOFTBALL UNISZA TEAM

Softball Team Unisza.. InshaAllah this year will play in MASUM.. InshaAllah.. harap2 sangat.. Well im Softballer.. Love to play softball.. Xteror pun tapi dah jatuh cinta dengan Softball..

 

Hat ni masa friendly match kat SMK Bukit Besar, Kuala Terengganu.....

 

Pagi lawan dengan TSA Terengganu Softball Associate.. pehh gila hebat terror dorang main, mmg cun habis, yelah coach dorang coach softball Malaysia..

 

Petang lawan dgn SMKBB, well, dorang dah selalu main peringkat daerah, negeri blablabla.. so terror gak even budak2.. hehe

 

Xmenang pun xpa, asalkan ada semangat softball dan lagi terus bersemangat..

 

-Hidup Softball untuk UniSZA-

 

Mak.. Ayah.. nak kawen boleh.. ?

Pengakuan berani.. kita tunggu calling dr adik beradik :P

 

Benda yang elok, eloklah dipercepatkan..

 

Ceh, Kbye.

 

#habislah phone nt penuh call or sms dr family.

RIP Lumia 920

Sejak phone Nokia Lumia kena curik January 2014..

 

Dah x semangat nak ambl gambar..

 

Kalau x, dlu penuh pic.. dr segala selfie, kepada segala benda sekeliling..

 

RIP Lumia 920.. Kepada pencurik, semoga kau insaf..

 

Xpe, next mission Lumia 1015 (yeke modal ni, yg camera 41MP)..

 

Hihihi..

Currently busy flirting with Sheeps and Goats.... CEH (*..*)"

Assalamualaikum..

So so so long time I didn't write at this blog.. bla bukak ja blog ni, trus debu terbang habis sbb lama xbukak :P ceh.

Trus terang sem ni super duper busy.. Padahal kelas pagi je tiap2 hari.. tp sebab pegang byk jawatan, byk tanggungjawab, maka kena bg komitmen lebih skit..

Kelas tiap2 hari time pagi ja, yang paling best, sem ni, minggu ni amali, minggu depan teori.. haa, sebabkan telampau enjoy praktikal, so bila masuk bab study, alahai trus lambat sikit nak bleh p.. hahaha.. sebab telebih guna energy time praktikal..

Well, sem ni, yang paling azab ialah subjek Agrostology, apa tu? Sains Pastura.. Pastura tu taw x apa? dia mcm ni lah, lebih kurang subjek untuk rumput ternakan. Apa korang ingat rumput lembu ada beberapa jenis je ke? Pehh byk ok.. aku dari diploma masih fail n lambat nak kenal tu rumput Humidicola sp. ka, Brachiara sp. ka.. bukan satu jenis ja taw... satu sepsis tu, ada banyak jenis.. contoh mcm Brachiara.. ada Brachiara Humidicola, Brachiara Decumbens, Brachiara Mutica la.. etc.. mcm2 lah.. Then, paling best .. best ni ada " " taw.. "best".. yelah.. amali start jam 8 pg dan selagi xhabis tanam napier, xhabis membaja, xhabis perbaiki batas, selagi tu lah x boleh balik.. bayangkan Tanah pasir, atas pala, cahaya matahari terik, mmg bahang habis.. Yelah, kat umah selalu aku mengelat kalau mak minta tolong menanam.. haaa skrg padan muka kau Majdah.. satu batas ko kena tanam Napier.. dah la banyak gila.. Paling2 aku malas, aku tanam 4 Napier untuk satu area tu.. hahaha.. tapi hampehnya daun x tumbuh pun.. sebab aku tanam x ikhlas kot.. Mak selalu cakap, kalau tanam pokok tu, sambil selawat.. heh. memula mmg la aku selawat.. lama2 dia jadi kut lain, mengeluh.. hahaha.. Majdah2.. aku cukup fail skit bab pokok ni..

And subjek paling best sem ni ialah Small Ruminant aka Goat and Sheep dan subjek Physiology Reproduction.. sebab? sebab handle Ruminant.. mcm subjek Small Ruminant, byk habis masa kat kandang Pasir Akar, mcm2 belajar.. Oh ye, first time belajar ambil darah kambing, masa diploma UPM dlu x penah belajar pun.. mmg best.. then kalau Physiology Reproduction, masa amali dia ritu, kami kena postmortem cow reproductive tract female n male.. mmg best.. syok sgt.. xkisah lah bau busuk apa semua.. bagi aku kalau nak jaga penampilan n telampau mengada xnak busuk and kotor, xyah ambik kos animal sc lah.. ambik kosmetik.. hehe

Then subjek yg boleh laaa tahan.. Animal Feed and Feeding dan Beef production.. Animal Feeding sem ni kami belajar nutrisi feed sesuai untuk ternakan, cmna nak campur bla bla bla.. best jugak la.. dan Beef production xbyk kelas, sll je ada hal.. tapi apa pun sangat best..

Then setiap hari Jumaat ada kelas koko Public Speaking.. huh mcm na la aku leh tecampak masuk koko ni.. ritu daftar koko badminton, disebabkan kuata dah penuh, dorg tepaksa bukak koko baru.. paksarela jelah masuk.. xpelah bleh aku belajar cakap dengan confident.. hihi

Apa2 pun sem ni, many happy things happen.. tired moment xyah ckap la.. kekadang call mak, mak sampai leh tya, letih sgt ka.. rasa dah buat suara ceria tapi mak selalu ja detect suara letih aku.. hehehe..

Skrang baru sem 4.. 4 sem more to go.. 2 years lagi.. uwaaaaa lama lagi taw x.. cepat2 la habis.. xsabar nak kawen ni.. opsss, x sabar nak keja :P