Just something to bubbling...

For a years, I didn't update any news here, so damn busy with my study lately.. ceh speaking lak..

Well many things happen this year.. Sad, Happy, Frust, Overexcited.. blablabla

Pagi ni ttba rasa nak update sbb mak call pepagi tya pasal kucing n ayam masa tgh tido, smalam stay up tu pasal sambung tido.. tp dah dgr suara mak, segar la plak.. so belek2 laptop nak upgrade ke Windows 8.1 xleh lepas format ritu, maka terbuka blog n terasa mcm nak bebel jap.. nak bebel kat rumet, dia pun tgh berbungkus mcm mumia lg nu haaaa atas katil.. hehehek

So apa yg happynya??
Well, result sem ni Alhamdulillah meningkat even ada subject yg target A dpt B :( tu mmg sedih gila r.. xpelah usaha lagi.. dan praktikal kat Tawau 2 bulan... hehehe tu overexcited sebenarnya... Best gila kot praktikal kat Tawau, Sabah.. rasa mcm xnak balik.. staf sana semua baik2 dan langsung xda istilah buli.. kitorg penat, diorg suh rehat dulu, klu keja berat sangat, diorg xkasi kami buat sebabnya kitorg pempuan xleh buat keja laki, nnt masalah bila dah jadi lady2 gitu.. hahha Boss mmg sempoi habis la, jenis yg bukan bossy tp bleh buat member.. pya sporting sampai kekadang rasa mcm nak sekeh2 ketuk2 ja kepala dia sebab suka kenakan kitorg.. rumah yg kitorg dpt sana pun best sbb besar n luas.. bilik sorang satu kot.. ada 3 bilik tp satu bilik 2 double-decker katil.. tp kitorg xnak share bilik, ambil sor satu blik senang.. privacy skit.. then ada dapur, blik air, ruang tamu luas, TV lg taw... so mmg kitorg malam2 layan drama jelah..hahahaha Then ritu Raya sana, sgt best.. dorg mmg Satu Malaysia habis la... dlam family ada family Cina, tp sgt meraikan kami.. Thanks Kak Sazidah dah Abg Man sebab kasi kami tumpang raya.. then I finally met my love there.. umur 5 tahun kot.. ahhahahaha... nama dia Aliff.. aku xreti nak sembang dgn orang tua, so aku layan jelas bebudak ni.. Alif ni so so so cute.. n manja gila sebab dia xda kakak n sepupu dia semua lelaki, so bila kitorg rajin balik umah kak sazidah n aku lak rajin melayan bebudak ni, so Aliff sgt manja.. ritu masa last kitorg sana, kasitaw dia g dah nak balik... muka dia ya rabbi, sedih dia mcm aku pun jadi sedih.. dia xkasi aku balik, suh duk Tawau ja.. aku cakap "mamak kakak tunggu kakak pulang, kakak kenalah pulang. Aliff ikutlah kakak pulang, Aliff masuk dalam bagasi kakak, Mau?" hahahah..Malam tu, masa dia ngah manja2 dgn aku suh ambilkan air ais, bila dia dah habis minum air tu, dia kuarkan satu ketul ais, dia ambil jari aku, n masukkan ketulan ais tu.. dia cakap "Alif mau kawen dengan kakak nnt" hahahaha SO SWEET.. dia kasi cincin Kristal tu haaaaa... Hope oneday aku dapat pergi sana lagi.. dapat jumpa semua staff lading SPT Batu 16 dan jumpa Aliff dan bebudak kecik Tawau... they are very adorable kids :)

Then tu belum g part p jejalan ke KK-Tips Of Borneo-Kundasang-Ranau n mana g ntah.. whoaaa best gila.. aku ni nature lover, kaki jalan, kaki camera.. even penah dating Sabah dua kali, p kali Ketiga tetap rasa mcm 1st time excited :) I Love Sabah ! Many memory create with friends :)

Masa Raya di Tawau ritu ada jumpa Dr Punimin, Ketua Unit Ruminant Sabah. hebat kot dia jaga Ruminant ntuk satu Sabah kot.. n cakap pasal project Final Year.. n dia betul2 kasi semangat untuk buat Master kat Massey U, New Zealand.. New Zealand kot.. sesapa yg cakap pasal NZ dgn aku mmg aku semangat tinggi yg lain macam.. heheheh.. dlu penah dah semangat nak sambg MAster kat NZ tp semangat tu terpadam sbb apa ntah.. sebab benda yg remeh kot. satu rasa mcm dah lama gila study n x sabra nak kerja.. kedua sbb that damn love things kot.. ntah hapa2.. Patut la mak ayah xkasi terlibat dgn benda2 buang masa ni kot.. xnak cerita hal tu.. tu benda frust la tp aku happy bila bleh luah kat mak ayah ritu.. n now I don't want to think bout love n marriage thing dah.. BUANG MASA ! plus seua benda tu hampehhhhh ja.. haaaa.. xpa, Allah know best, Allah had plan something much more better for me.. :) Thanks Allah for hearing my doa in Hajat Prayer... and thanks Allah for showing me da right path n da right decision..

Now semangat nak sambung Master.. dalam masa sama rasa nak kerja kat New Zealand.. skrg br 5 bulan menabung dah simpan RM2+++ ntuk p New Zealand.. insyalah 2 tahun dr sekarang bleh kot jadi RM8+++ InsyaAllah.. duit semua tu suh mak simpan dalam tabung haji n buku akaun tabung haji aku suh mak simpan sampai impian p NZ tercapai.. InsahAllah... n lepas ikut seminar ayah GO FOR MAX dengan student UMT, lagi semangat belajar berkobar.. Alhamdulillah.. subject yg aku takut sbb tough pun, now dah mula suka n minat hasil ikut seminar tu.. Thanks Ayah n Thanks Kakna :)

 

 

Aura.. ? Ibu ibu.. ceh.

Lately, petang2 selalu tido dengan anak kucing 2 ekor yg selalu masuk bilik.. tgh study, tgk dorang dah tidur bawah meja study.. angkat dua2 ekor tido sekali tas katil.. bla sekor tejaga, puk2 belakang dia sampai dia tetido balik..

 

tetiba rasa mcm baby sendiri lak..

comelnyelahai~

 

 

Simple.. Just Forgive.

How you control your anger?

Beat them? yell at them? cry? or maybe, some harsh words out then you feel relieve?

Well, Alhamdulillah, so far, my anger management is quite cool.. ceh !

When I was teenager back there, around 13-17, my anger management is so so so damn bad. I used to yell at people who mess with me, fight them, give some kiss form my fiest at them, hoooo ganas gila kot.. YES, my teenager year are so full of emotions. small things I take it as big things. That's my problem.

But.. but..

Alhamdulillah, I manage my anger management when I was expose in animal world. Dealing with animals slowly change me to be someone that can control my anger, control my emotions, control everythings.

Well, my mom once told me that she was really damn worried at me. I used to fight with my little sister when we was little. I always pick a fight with her. When my sister cry and told my mom, and surely I got punishment, then, well, my anger level will be more increasing. ahah ! Mom always worried at us. When will I be a good sister to my younger sister.

Slowly, my mom said, I changed. I became more happy, always laugh, talkative, positive and now my problem is... I don't know how to be angry. Last sem, I was very angry with my group assignment, but I don't know how to let the anger go, I was just crying. Then I call my mom ask her how to let my anger go. Guess what... My mom bebel panjang, marah sebab dia cakap time kena marah betul, xreti marah lak.. hahaha..

For me, Alhamdulillah lah sekarang dah bleh kawal kemarahan, emotional.. Tapi kan sekarang ni, disebabkan I was always be a cheerful, happy smiley person, so bila kekdg tu duk diam xcakap dengan member, japg mulalah diorg akan takut, diorg cakap aku tgh marah.. padahal aku tengah in peace. ceh. Tu yang kekadang geram.. Ni semua sebab diorg xpenah tgk aku marah betul2.. haaaa klu aku marah betul2, komfirm korang takut nak tegur aku dah.. but don't worry.. its never happen. :)

Satu lagi, Alhamdulillah, sekarang ni aku cepat 0-0 dengan member.. klu mcm dlu, klu member cari pasal, pehh mmg aku malas nak tegur dah, kira mcm u r not my friend anymore.. tapi Alhamdulillah, now, kalau aku marah mcmna pun dengan orang tu, aku direct terus bgtaw ckp 'aku terasa dengan ko td'... then, blablabla, dah lepas semuanya, ok we are friend.. hal yang lepas terus aku malas nak piker, maafkan je.. InshaAllah hati kau tenang.. xde la, nak sakit hati bila Nampak orang tu..

Serius, cuba tanamkan dalam hati tu sifat maafkan kawan2, maafkan orang yang suka cari pasal dengan kita.. Betul tenang..  Senang ja nak maafkan orang. Xsusah pun. N always husnuzon. Trust me.

 

SOFTBALL UNISZA TEAM

Softball Team Unisza.. InshaAllah this year will play in MASUM.. InshaAllah.. harap2 sangat.. Well im Softballer.. Love to play softball.. Xteror pun tapi dah jatuh cinta dengan Softball..

 

Hat ni masa friendly match kat SMK Bukit Besar, Kuala Terengganu.....

 

Pagi lawan dengan TSA Terengganu Softball Associate.. pehh gila hebat terror dorang main, mmg cun habis, yelah coach dorang coach softball Malaysia..

 

Petang lawan dgn SMKBB, well, dorang dah selalu main peringkat daerah, negeri blablabla.. so terror gak even budak2.. hehe

 

Xmenang pun xpa, asalkan ada semangat softball dan lagi terus bersemangat..

 

-Hidup Softball untuk UniSZA-

 

Mak.. Ayah.. nak kawen boleh.. ?

Pengakuan berani.. kita tunggu calling dr adik beradik :P

 

Benda yang elok, eloklah dipercepatkan..

 

Ceh, Kbye.

 

#habislah phone nt penuh call or sms dr family.